Work

Not going to work at first made me feel guilty. Now I just know I couldnt do it so I feel less bad. Faye is now back from her hols so at least what I cant do she can try and cover for me. I told Michael last week so he could get cover before Faye did come back and he was so understanding and really lovely about the whole thing. Trish also knows and sends me e mails saying things like look after yourself and your future - you are more important than work right now. I wish it would ease just a bit so I could perhaps just go in the afternoons or something. I miss the routine and I miss Faye. Faye has been a treasure - always texting me to see if Im okay etc. Bless her. I appreciate the thoughtfulness and the understanding.