A Bad Night

I had such a bad night last night which as well as physically rubbish I found it um mentally challenging too! I had a very bad head and started being sick in the evening before bed. There was nothing left in my tummy to come up anymore so even after some water I couldnt keep that down. I started crying and really disliking how bad I felt - bad head, nausea, sickness and being very tired.

I eventually fell asleep around midnight with an eye mask on sucking an iced lolly - what a sight!

I do physically better today but mentally not so great. I cant help but feel down about how sick I am and how persistent it is. I think I am on my 63rd day of sickness now and I really need it to rest up.

What a gloomy post!!